These days the sky is so gloomy and it rains almost everyday, does it really affects a person’s mood and thoughts?
I believe it does… it’s affecting me badly.
I have liked gloomy weather, raining days all the time, well, not that I am weird or what. It’s because such weather, you don’t have those hot and sweaty and stinky smell on you. And raining days its cooler and it like a free air-cond at home where you could bake your favourite cakes or cookies in the kitchen.
Then why it changed from good to bad? There are many things affecting me, whether at work or on family and personal. It didn’t just come and go, but it’s rather dragging and it’s slowly killing your mind, your strength.
I know if I do not take things lightly and manage it well, I will eventually end up in visiting psychiatrist. The matter of fact, I know I have lots of family issues neither disturbing me which I know I can’t let it out from my chest, nor letting it go.
Cuz, the fact is, I am belonging to this family which I can’t leave.
If I have the choice, I wish I do not born to suffer this pain, I wish I can turn back the clock, I wish I can leave everything behind without worrying.
blueks
13 years ago
3 comments:
Pal, I think I've been worrying more or less like you. But, at times, I still need to find some ways to release it from my mind. Baking & cooking is my method. I just took a test this morning and posted it.
I hope you can find your way too. It's not healthy to keep on this condition. Why not take your time this long weekend, go jalan-jalan with your hubby? Find good food, go for a nice shopping, and photographing.
I am sure you know that no one is going to understand your pain better than you do, so I'm not going to even try.
Instead, imma gonna give you a bear hug *HuugGggGG!* and I'll trust that you'll be strong and persevere and I'll see you in your next post. =)
Hi New Kid, count the garden by the flowers, never by the leaves that fall.
Count your life with smiles and not the tears that roll.
Our life today is not a dress rehearsal, we only get one round to play.
No love, no relationship, no marriage, no family is without its hiccups now and then, sometimes coughing spasms.....but the sun will always come out tomorrow....and you have good health.
Just stay easy and you will see a silver lining behind the dark clouds.
Have a nice day and happy hari Merdeka, Lee.
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