心痛

我哭了。我是為了它而哭的。
多年來的感情總不能從此抹掉。
今天看它如此痛苦, 我的心真的好痛。
為什麼它定要受苦?

它滿腳都是血, 因為被蟲咬。難道這是前世帶來的罪?

A helpless moment

My dog is not getting better today… she’s so weak and not able to control her urinate. Her whole body is dirty and smelly yet she can’t bathe.

I really do not know what to do… we called up the vet, the vet said, nothing much he could do, as he said he gave 50/50 chance to live. Furthermore she’s so old already, her internal organ is all shrink by now.

When you see animal suffering like that, seriously it’s exactly like any human would go thru. To certain extend, you just feel so heart ache and you do not know what to do to help them.

I’ve been thru and even now, I don’t know what to do. And at times, you will just feel like giving up and let it die just like that… but when you think back, you wouldn’t do it so.

Why would the animal suffer too??

My Dog

I have 3 dogs at home, 1 Labrador, 1 injured pup that my sister-in-law recently saved, and another dog which has been with us since schooling time.

The latter one is old and nearly blind now, I guess it’s time to go.

Recently she has high fever and also pneumonia that causes her legs in pain. With all these, made her like a paralyzed dog. She had a nature call on the spot, as she can’t stand, nor sit nor walk.

It’s sad to see her like this now, and I thought during this shut down period I could actually do some spring cleaning. Looks like I can’t anymore.

I gotta look after the pup, and an old dog.

I broke down in tears when I see her couldn’t stand up anymore, and she will bark us for help. She has not have any food for days, she didn’t want to eat anything.

This morning my sis actually called SPAC for help, they came all the way from Penang and took my dog to see a vet. Vet says, with her current condition, it’s only 50/50 chances to live her life.

I’ve lost one dog in 1999, that dog was with us since 1986. Since then, I didn’t want to have any pets of my own, cuz with that, I cried almost 3 days.

I know that’s part of life puzzle, however, I know I can’t take it further.

Mama Mia!!

Blogging this from The Living Room Westin Kuala Lumpur.

Am taking this opportunity wishing all readers a Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!!!

By the way, if you’re planning to watch Mama Mia, please do not hesitate and go for it. I watched that last night and I was touched and moved by the ABBA songs!!

If you’re from the era, you wouldn’t want to miss this, though the ticket is expensive, but I can tell you it’s worth it.

I was enjoying myself in the musical stage that performed by the group. I have goose bum when I hear them singing each of those ABBA’s songs, ie. Knowing Me Knowing You, Chiquitita, Winner Takes It All, I Have A Dream, Honey Honey, Mama Mia, etc.

I don’t need to say more about Mama Mia, picture below tells it all.

Mama Mia

Mama Mia - Here I come!!!!!!!

I'll be watching my longing Mama Mia in Istana Budaya on 23rd December 2008!!! I'll not be able to blog for these couple of days, unless I have the free time!

However, remember to drop by again, ok??

20th Anniversary

Dec 20th 2008 - This mark a special day for those that left school in year 1988, and this is the day for all of us to return to the school to meet up with our dear friends, classmates, schoolmates and our respectful teachers and headmaster.

The event was planned a year ago and it was organized by a team of schoolmates from different streams, ie, Science, Arts and Commerce.

Before the dinner starts, there’s a cocktail party served. Many of us take this opportunity talked to our friends, friends that we studied together, friends that we have not seen for 20 years, friends that we used to gossip too. Those were the days… think none of us that attended the dinner will never forget what we had gone thro.

I have friends that never talked a single word during schooling time, but then after we became very close friends. And even some were pretty close but after school we’re like strangers.

What can I say more – TREASURE is the word!

Economy Pain!!!

Headline fuel price drop another 10¢ for the 7th time!!!

Question here is, is there anything big deal??
I don’t find it…

If am not mistaken I read something yesterday about fuel price too. Diesel will not drop further as fishermen are wealthy people. How could they say something like that?? Isn’t it this is a irresponsible statement?

I’ve been really down and moody since last Friday. Company had official announced freeze merit increment. And certain companies had implemented pay cut plant wide and worldwide. When will be our turn?

To think positively is we still have a job.

But when come to think of it, why would this thing happen?? And why management did not take preventive measurements to over come this hurdles??

I know certain companies practises tele-conference or video conference for internal meeting. It’s a one time cost that causes a pain, in a long run, the company and the employees are benefited. And I know some companies, just wouldn’t’ careless… they spend like nobody’s business. Internal meetings, they chose to fly from one destination to another. Company team building held it in Pangkor Island, Langkawi Island… but nobody cares to bother if we spend less will that help to ease company’s cash flow?

Though I know I am nobody to voice out such concern… however, this is my private corner to let it out from my chest!

A weekend pain

Just like Estee Lauder says about woman, ‘there’s no ugly woman in the world, but a lazy one.’

I truly agree with this statement, there’s no ugly person in the world, as long as you’re not lazy to upgrade yourself. Let’s not talk about how to beautify yourself but make your home more comfortable by cleaning it, wipe the dust, clear the unwanted stuff.

I know someone who has not able to understand what is call ‘hygiene’. A person who has no education but yet no common sense and always think that she’s absolutely right about the facts and the family.

Unfortunately this woman is somebody that relates to me. To say am shy about or shame about it, honestly I myself also don’t know how to differentiate it. It confuses me. Though she relates to me, am finding time to help her to clear her unwanted stuff, clean her house and helped her to wipe the dust if I see any.

Some how I am not appreciated. Reason is simple, cuz; I don’t carry the same surname as she is. I am nobody to her in her eyes and I am just another woman that her son that marries and help the family to branch out their surname.

Being a working woman, I couldn’t tolerate all these feudalism in the family. But I honestly don’t have a choice. Many times, I told myself, just leave it, after all, that’s not your house, why would you bother… or leave it, that’s not your mother, why do you care so much.

Frankly down deep in my heart, I can’t just not bother cuz, I can’t stand nor can I take it that other children keep poisoning this old lady whom they called her mother.

There are many types of children in the world. And I don’t need to elaborate more about it.

When I clear her wardrobe, I see lots of nice clothes and all of them are new and nice, especially for her age. When I checked with her, she said she doesn’t wear those anymore. Thus, I suggested let’s donate it to old folks home.

She was stunned and shouted at me that NO, all her clothes cannot give anyone. All these clothes are going to give it to her sister. If she doesn’t wear and why took her so long to pass it down to her sister then??

Hubby and I were there to help her to hang up a clothes hanger, so that she can hang her clothes, and make her place nice and tidy. What we have done were not appreciated, furthermore she just said leave it. Nobody will come into our room, but her son told her off, this is very untidy, am helping you to tidy up. The mother just said never mind that’s ok, I feel comfortable with that. Honestly, we both were speechless. Clothes every where lying down on the floor and not tidy. I guess nobody can take it unless you’re nobody’s mother or what, you’re an orphan… but whatever it is, it’s all based on yourself whether you want to make it happen to or not.

But not lying everything down there and do nothing.

The Injured Pup

Remember the injured pup that my sister-in-law that had saved?

Look at it now?? Does it looks much better?

But very very very very very and extremely naughty!!!

Bukit Antarabangsa Tragedy

Do they learn what had happened in 1993?? Highland Tower collapsed and many were died on this collapsed, children, adults, old people.

What have the developers had done for all these years?? With this accident, don’t they still choose not to believe this is our earth calling for help?

My heart shrunk when I saw the piece of news where the husband uses his bare hands to dig the earth to find his wife. The wife managed to save all her children, but she was not able to get out from it, and was buried alive.

Why were developers built those houses near the hill?
Why were those hill cutting projects approved?
Why none of these people understand the greenery is important to our earth?