I have been feeling down lately. I don’t know why and everything to me is so meaningless.
Today is 1st July… if the accident did not happen perhaps I’ll have another 1 month and 3 weeks to deliver my boy.
I honestly miss my boy very much. Seeing my friends and colleague whom are actually expecting together with me around that time, they will be delivering soon. And yet, I have nothing at all to expect.
So moody that I have my lunch alone, as hubby is busy attending his training, no lunch partner accompanied. So moody till I have no strength to work, my mind is not able to focus. So moody that I don’t feel like blogging. So moody until I wanna leave everything aside and just sleep sleep sleep and sleep.
blueks
12 years ago
7 comments:
Hi NKB,
i kno how much u miss ur boy. but let bygone be bygone. if u wanna sleep, go ahead. go for shopping or etc. take one day leave. dun think abt it. i kno i cakap saje cos i nv been thru this hurting accident but i kno this is not ur fault. as a mum, i believe u wil do everything to protect ur baby. it's an accident. so be happy ya. remember tat there's alwis a 38 liangmui here to make u laugh. and of cos, i kno ur frens ard u wil concern abt u. think abt ur family and frens tat concern abt u. dun make them worry ya :) take care dear
I keep myself busy so that I won't think about it anymore. But on and off, I'll still cry out. If everything go smooth, my boy is going to full month soon, but now? Same as you, I have nothing...but just anticipating will own another one soon.
just hang on there ok and this will pass too ;-)
Hi New Kid, the sun will still come out tomorrow...as you walk down the fairway of life you must smell the roses, for you only get to play one round.
We choose our joys and sorrows long before we experience them.
I understand your position...but life goes on, look ahead and you will experience real joy again. Believe it. You will. Lee.
Everybody have their day and therefore we need to have faith! Be Strong and you will over come it!!
LY.Tai
P/S Uncle Lee ...this is where I found you! ha! ha!
Hi Liang Mui, I know what is gone is gone. And, I shouldn't think about it too. At times, just can't control about it.
Hi Little Inbox, no matter how busy I am, I will still think of it. :(
Hi Babe_KL, good to see you here. I thought I am strong enough to hold on, but at times, I am absolutely weak to stand on too.
Hi U.Lee, I ask myself, what do I look ahead for my life?? Another new baby? But yet, many times it disappoints me. And how many more disappointments I can take? My age is catching up... and I don't know how long can I hold on to it too. Am losing faith myself at times.
Hi Cokethai, I believe this is the 1st time I see you here in my little corner. Welcome!
Be strong is the only encouragement that I can encourage myself. I guess nothing much...
Hi NKB
I'm often feeling moody. But what to do, life still have to go on. We're not living for ourself, there are people who will be affected by us, so think positive, not only everything come positive, the people around us also will be happier! No matter what happen, think what's more important! Cheers!
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